Embittered
Exhausted
Engulfed in apathy
A broken piece
Of human flesh
Enslaved by bigotry
A thousand times I faltered
A thousand times I failed
A thousand lies I told myself
In agonizing wail
Shattered, torn
And led astray
From things I cherished most
And here I stand
Amidst the crowd
A solitary ghost
Taken
For granted
Abandoning my deeds
Deception is
The masquerade
I'm bound to bear within
Another endless night
Lingering alone
Another pill
To ease the pain
In a world gone cold
One step closer
To end this agony
The mirror spits
The brutal truth
And the walls come closing in
The trigger calls my name out loud
A finger breaks the sacred vow
The pain no longer holds me captive
As I steer away
From earthly ground
Another endless night
Lingering alone
Another pill
To step away
From a life gone wrong
One step closer
To fulfill my destiny
The looking glass
The single witness
Of my impending tragedy
The trigger calls my name out loud
A finger breaks the sacred vow
The final warm embrace of death
Grant me the peace I never found
Another endless night
I hear them call my name